A Lovely Liar

to me love can't be true
it is just an emotion
it is all a lie
because love comes and love goes
in these short bursts
never staying long
there is no love
unless you let it consume you
truely this can not be
can it?
then why must my heart stop
why do i bleed
no matter what i tell my self
love must be with me
eating at me
showing me false thrills
things only present in love songs
or only even in sleep
knowing i hold it in my arms
if only for now
screaming at me
staring me in the face
and me wanting more
and loving the little i get

Angel In My Eye

Choke the tears back
as i hold that picture to my chest
i can't leave yet and i wont forget
kiss you once
kiss you twice
you are what keeps me alive
as you dance with my heart
like you love to do
i sit back and try to learn
what it is that makes you beautiful
and why this is true
you always watch over me
and i cant stand it
i brush my tears aside
i am with you and so in love
happy just to feel
the touch of an angel
the touch i used to recieve
the touch i use
to wipe these tears away

Anatomy Of A Loveletter

I open my eyes and it seems to me
I have been locked up in my shell
Far too long now these eyes are callous
It has lost all its meaning to the weak
With outstretched arms I cry to be seen
Are you there my little friend
Can you hear this sweet desperation
And make out the screaming at the same time
Look into these eyes look at the cold
hate has corroded them
everlasting
ever present
ever mourning
every evening
with every blink
Nothing!

Father Time Forever

Blue skies and butterflys burning the sands
Time in and time out
Time and time again
With the cup of life
And the dancing lands
Time in and time out
Time and time again
Renching out the cloth
these liquids do stand
Time in and time out
Time and time again

My World

Blood soaked are my veins
How truthful our lives seem to be
Never candy coated
The world delivers its devistation
un-thoughtfuly
Not tender to the weak
Not mournful to the dead
And always hateful to the strong
We live and die
Breathe and Cry
We wake in the morning
Just to fight our way back to our bed
We cannot fight back
Or at least not for a victory
So take your hand and
Lift your head up high
And fight the fight
we fight tonight
And keep on moving
Moving towards that
slowly fading light

I am the river, rushing away

Stones Of Sorrow

i am the rock
and you are the stone
frozen to the touch
with nowhere else
to go

Dear tragedy
this is the awkward stage
lets not forget
it all comes back around

i cast my self into the sea
skipping over the world
seeing the sites
just to drown in my own sorrows
an ocean of pain
and regret

Dear tragedy
this is the awkward stage
lets not forget
it all comes back around

sinking to the bottom of hope
for now digging my self deeper down
for what we search we do not seek
and what we want but do not need
only to find a false identity
i dont see

Dear tragedy
this is the awkward stage
lets not forget
it all comes back around

oh so common
one recognized
oh so drama
two denyed

Open and Bitter

An Open Would, A Bitter Day

your glass is half empty
and mine is half full
your screams and shouts echo
off the walls of before
your lips are like poison
and my bodies out of luck
for my heart is still open
but your fingers can not touch
we are seperated by walls
only
existant in my mind
or heart
or just a simple kiss
both bringing together
and tearing us apart
but it can not feel
just fine again
ever again
never again