Anatomy Of A Loveletter

I open my eyes and it seems to me
I have been locked up in my shell
Far too long now these eyes are callous
It has lost all its meaning to the weak
With outstretched arms I cry to be seen
Are you there my little friend
Can you hear this sweet desperation
And make out the screaming at the same time
Look into these eyes look at the cold
hate has corroded them
everlasting
ever present
ever mourning
every evening
with every blink
Nothing!